Archive for November, 2008

Do you want to play tonight?

Posted in Pictures, sex, Simons Side on 25 November 2008 by Simon

If you do It’s a simple thing.  Once the house is settled get in the shower.  I’ll join you after you’ve had a few moments.  When I’m in there you will wash my cock and balls to your satisfaction, knowing that you will be sucking me later.  After your work has been checked get out and get dressed.  Sexy black slinky tank, shorts, black lace panties, black and pink knee high socks.  Tie back your hair.  I’ll meet you in the bedroom when I’m done with my shower. You’ll be getting your spankings tonight; you need them.  You’ll also be sucking my cock and licking my balls.  Whatever else you get depends on how good you are during these activities.

If you don’t want to play tonight you’ll still be getting your spankings but you’ll have to ask for them on your knees by wherever I’m sitting.  Don’t ask and you’ll get them anyway, I’ll just use the hairbrush.
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Spankings.

Posted in Avas Side on 24 November 2008 by Ava

On the giving…

The giving of a spanking is in the swing, the feel of your arm moving back, aiming, then springing into action. It’s the feel of your hand making contact, the sting of it, the way it heats up. The warmth of a bottom under your hand, feeling the smoothness, where it heats up and cools down, you can feel where you hand was after it is already gone. Seeing someone awaiting a spanking, somewhat stiff, ass exposed, raised to meet you, fully aware of what is coming but holding steady anyway. After the first few smacks the body begins to relax a little, only to regain it’s tenseness after a few more. Giving a spanking is about the sound, skin on skin, that amazing slap, the unmistakable sound. The red prints left behind, the perfect shape of your hand, a temporary brand, showing who they belong to. It’s about the power, that you can cause pain and still they will stay, desire, love you. It’s about giving that release, giving permission to let it all go, giving the excuse to cry. It’s about restraint, a test to yourself, a line that you touch but don’t cross, holding yourself back so that you can release the rest in a different way.

On receiving…

I can’t often ask for a spanking, it is hard to ask for something that hurts, even when you know how good it can feel. Eyes tightly closed, just waiting for the first smack. The first one isn’t so bad, but the second, third, fourth…again and again, they build and the sting increases. Then a rest, the bliss of rest. Bottom warm and smooth from the slaps, the slight numbness that I feel has built up. The occasional raised mark, a finger, or a palm, one that struck a little harder, or in a more sensitive spot, on that had been used again and again. Then they start again, the rest is gone, and my body is tense again. They hurt, the pain is sharp, fast, but it’s not one that I want to stop. It can’t stop now. The pressure builds in my body, it climbs up, it gets closer and closer to being released, but it needs to be pushed. More smacks and I feel the wetness, in both my pussy and my eyes. Soon my whimpers turn to sobs, and the tears run freely, and it stops. A gentle rubbing on my bottom, a feeling of warmth, before I am turned over, completely released, completely open.

Submit-Remember 1

Posted in sex, Simons Side, Submission Memories on 23 November 2008 by Simon

It’s important to write down what’s in my head when it happens; especially after a marathon session like we had this past Friday night. I do remember a few things. Here is the list in no particular order and assume that these will be elaborated on in future posts.

  • Ava is more open; aggressive when she’s had some booze.  I’d hoped to encourage her to be more of those things by making her drinks stronger.  It worked well.
  • Ava enjoys spanking me – hard.  She confessed as we were almost complete that she would have loved to keep me tied down and beat me harder.
  • The thought of that makes me weak.
  • Kneeling in the bathroom next to the shower waiting for Ava to finish, I noticed that she kept wiping the steam from the windows.  The bathroom lights were out but I felt like she was sharing herself with the apartments across the way, me out of sight, on the floor, also watching.  A secret part of her arousal.  Or acknowledgment of me “liking to watch”.
  • I learned that I have a shoe… interest.  I won’t go so far as to say “fetish” yet; we will need to explore this more.  But the idea of worshiping at Ava’s feet when she is in a sexy pair of heels or boots; on my hands and knees, naked, face near the floor as I lick her boots or heels, maybe observed by or also serving Ava’s girlfriends shoes does shorten my breath.   I can picture several scenarios in which Ava walks in from shopping (alone or with someone) and says something to the effect of “get me (us) a whiskey and don’t leave your clothes with the bottle.  Oh, and you may as well come back on your knees… ”  I’ll have to ponder this one further but I know that i love Ava in her boots and shoes, and what a nice way to start an evening of being dominated (or set aside to watch and serve).  I look forward to Ava’s writing on this subject.
  • I also have a foot “interest”.  Though that is more confined at the moment to Ava’s.  Though if I were ordered to service someone else’s by Ava….  I did look it up on YouPorn and was fascinated by a very few films I saw.
  • Being denied but stimulated all day was an incredible turn on.  By the time I got to my shower in advance of our evening it was all I could do to not cum with the slightest touch. I’m not one to deny myself or want to be denied, but Ava’s methods of getting me to the edge were amazing.

…  I’ll continue this with another installment.

No way to say no

Posted in sex, Simons Side, Submission Memories on 21 November 2008 by Simon

I’m not sure whether to talk about being bound, spanked or gagged first.  They are all interrelated in some ways.  Ava has spanked me (yesterday was the first serious one) while I was unbound, but I think the spanking would be less inhibited if I were spread out and tied to the bed.  No matter what she chose to do to me I would not be able to resist and she would be less inclined to worry about me fighting.  We’ve talked about bare handed, crop, hairbrush, belt… all deliciously appealing and frightening.  Being tied takes away control when I would be most tempted to try to take it back, leaving me helpless to be beaten and used.  Being gagged only adds to that because I can cry out; I can’t say no.

See more of Simon’s Submissive Thoughts:

Back in my Place

With a Dildo Inside Me

Effective Persuasion

Transition

At Your Feet

At your feet.

Posted in sex, Simons Side, Submission Memories on 21 November 2008 by Simon

I’ve never been a fan of feet and think that shoes are for looking at.  So for me “worshiping” at someones feet; shoes on or no, is particularly submissive.  Last night I sucked on Ava’s toes while watching her masturbate – an amazing position.  In thinking about it now I can see myself on my hands and knees with my face near to the floor kissing Ava’s feet and sucking on her toes, or licking the high heels of her shoes or boots to show what depths I will go for her.

See more of Simon’s Submissive Thoughts:

Back in my Place

With a Dildo Inside Me

Effective Persuasion

Transition

No Way to Say No

Transition

Posted in sex, Simons Side, Submission Memories on 21 November 2008 by Simon

The shower is a fantastic place for submissive service in transition from normal life.  Becoming naked and clean and exposed.  From cleaning myself and getting warm to cleaning you.  Then using my tongue all over your body as a means to make sure my cleaning was sufficient. The water is thin protection against lousy work.  I love being on my knees; in the shower while you rinse and relax and enjoy yourself, eyes closed against the water that comes off your body.  I love too kneeling beside the shower while you finish.

See more of Simon’s Submissive Thoughts:

Back in my Place

With a Dildo Inside Me

Effective Persuasion

At Your Feet

No Way to Say No

Effective Persuasion

Posted in Simons Side, Submission Memories on 21 November 2008 by Simon

I’m not sure why you started, but the last time we were this way you began slapping my cock and balls; it was effective persuasion.  I loved the thrill that came from knowing that swift, accurate and comprehensive answers to questions or commands would be met with a stinging slap on my cock and balls.  I loved knowing that you may slap me anyway.  The feeling is more intense then a spanking; with minimal effort on your part you can drive me how you choose.  I believe that pain like this intensifies the experience as a means to an end  – get an answer to a question.

See more of Simon’s Submissive Thoughts:

Back in my Place

With a Dildo Inside Me

Transition

At Your Feet

No Way to Say No